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Jul. 6th, 2008

  • 11:33 PM

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Liveliness |||||| 18%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Sensitivity ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 34%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Introversion ||||||||| 26%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Independence ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Tension |||||||||||||||||| 58%
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Freaky how I've changed over the years. 

I'm so bored...

  • Jun. 22nd, 2008 at 12:36 PM

I really need to get out of this house. And country.

School's already been over, and here I am, just lounging around in my house doing nothing except helping my mom out at her shop for $50.00 a day.

I WANNA GO TO KOREA DAMNIT! 

Seriously, I haven't been there in ten years, so I am very much deprived of my family, enviroment, and hot boyband fandom. Although I neve cared about the latter ten years ago...I was too young. But anyway, I didn't even get to go to the Dream Concert earlier this month. Or even the Korean Music Festival because my stupid English teacher just HAD to give us a huge paper to do. I want to see TVXQ, but nooo,they are probably back at Japan or stuck in their little building recording their 4th album.  :( They should stay in Korea.

But anyway, I'm probably going to Korea in August if little things work out. If not, I'm screwed. But in the meantime, I'll go to L.A. and New York. And I have to go to Georgia for 4th of July with my parents and their little friends. -_-

I watched Fool's Gold yesterday. It was an extremely good movie. and funny. Haven't watched one like that in a long time. Besides, I like Kate Hudson and Matthew McConaughey as a couple, ever since How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.

So yeah, I probably should be an active person and clean the house or something. 
...Nah.

YAY!

  • Feb. 9th, 2008 at 9:58 AM
Kero and Suppie

Despite not studying for any subject except for French, I got amazing results on my exams.

French: 97%
Health: ?? (I actually don't even know)
Drama: 96%
Science: 91%
History: 98%
Geometry: 98%
English: 96%

Never realized that I was this smart. ^^ But yeah, second semester is starting and I really need to get a move on. I already have a poetry paper due soon! So much busy work. But anyway, I hope that I'll be able to juggle everything that is happening in my life.

Jan. 27th, 2008

  • 2:03 PM
Oh Crap!
 It's exam week in school and I believe that I should start studying. But it seems that I don't want to. I know I need to study for Geometry and English, but those are the only ones I am worried about. 

Anyway, just a quick update on my life. Sadie's Hawkin's Dance is coming up and I don't know if I am going to go. I think I am, but I'm not going to ask anybody because I don't really like anybody. Eh, life will pass.

Anndd....I got a new haircut. I cut off almost 13 inches of my hair, and I think I kinda miss it. But this hair is so refreshing and wonderful, I like it too. If only you can control your hair's length....lol

I think that's it, just the basics. If we want to go in to all the tiny little details of my life, I think my hand will fall off by writing too much.

Adieu!

Dec. 18th, 2007

  • 8:00 PM

It's been a while, hasn't it?

Anyway, this week has been hectic. I mean, I have a stupid poetry project due on Thursday which I haven't completed yet. Normally, it would be somewhat good, but lately my writer's block is not going away. I guess that's because, for the past six or seven months, I've just locked it all away in the back of my head and I haven't even thought about it. It's a wonderful feeling though, seeing your end product. I can't wait until my creative juices start flowing again!

Every since school started, slowly but surely, my insecurities have been unraveling themselves. They have been worse these past few days. I don't know what to even think of myself. I think HIgh school is making it worse too. I only wish...ah, nevermind.

Gotta get started on my homework. Will write more later.

Christmas

  • Dec. 3rd, 2007 at 10:05 PM
Ha Ha
So it's December. I'm suprised at how fast November went by. But I guess that's how life is.

I don't know what to get my friend for christmas. I should get her something meaningful and cute, but I don't know. I'll have to think about it more, I guess.

Lately, I've been writing this story that occasionally floats around in my head. I seem to write these scenes with the same plot but I can never seem to string them together. Hope it'll work out...because I really like this idea. I realized that I really love to write but never have the attention span to do so. I'll try though! I'll try really hard and hopefully, something good will come out. :)

This really big English test is tomorrow and I should really study now. As well as finish my homework.

Anyway, later.
 

blah...?

  • Nov. 27th, 2007 at 9:52 PM
Miroku
So I actually update in less than 2 years. It's a miracle! lol

Anyway, so today has been boring. I still haven't finished my homework and yet I am writing this. 

Today, I realized that everybody seems to have those journal things that they share with their friends. I remember that me and this one friend used to have one and then I have one now with my best friend. No one seemed to have it when my friends and I started ours. Funny how the idea gets around, right?

And I took this English quiz that I totally did not study for an probably got a 60 on. I really hope I can raise my grade up soon because I failed my vocabulary quiz from like...2 weeks ago. Gah.

Lately, I haven't been able to see my crush at all. I mean, I pass him in the hallways and I catch him in the corner of my eye, but we never talked except for a thanksgiving conversation on MySpace. Actually, I don't think I like him. I don't think that I really like anybody. I'm just living life as it hits me currently. Maybe when I am less tired or after Christmas Break I'll liven up again and cause some interesting aspect in my life. But right now, I'm taking it slow, somewhat concentrating on my studies and indulging in my hobbies that I haven't even thought about for so long. So maybe this is a good thing for me. To catch up with myself, and realize who I am and who I have become. Hopefully, I'll have enough inspiration to write again. That would be a joy.

So I guess that's it for today. I'm not really feeling the mood to do anything right now. And I gotta start my homework.

wow.

  • Nov. 22nd, 2007 at 7:10 PM
Oh Crap!
This has been an incredible amount of time since I used this site. But I think I am going to start again. I hope. I probably will forget and never post after this one, but oh well. 

So this year is my freshman year in high school. Life's really not what it's cracked up to be anymore. I seem to not know what is going on in my life anymore.


Social Life

Lately my best friend for a very long time is being, how shall I say it...well, we are not as close as we were. I'm not sure if I even want her as my friend anymore because she is so hypocritical in so many ways. I mean, she has ignored me and talked behind my back for almost half a year now and I'm not sure if that's what a best friend should do. Oh well, it might work out in the end. Good or bad.

And this other friend that I have keeps on talking behind my back. She's talking about me to so many people and all this stuff that I have no idea what's going on. She gets moody and snappy over the tiniest things I say and she says to my friends that I am so moody and all that shit. Whatever. I had enough of her.

So many of my old friends are disappearing and changing that I have no idea how I would get on with my life if it wasn't for her. Now this is going to sound so cheesy but I'll have to say it. If it wasn't for her, I don't know how I could survive high school. We don't even have any classes with each other but we still talk on the phone and I know that she is the one person in my life that I can trust right now. I know that I can tell her anything that I want to and she won't say a word to anybody else. She's the best friend I have ever had in my entire life and she knows so many things about me that not even my parents know. Sure, we've had some fights, but the amazing thing is that we still held strong and became even better friends than before. I don't know how I could ever live if she ever disappeared or hated me. 

She's like my...lifeline, so to say?

Anyway, now that I have gotten that confession out of the way, I realized that this year I have a ton of friends. And they are mostly guys. Slowly I realized that I am drifting away from my old friends and going to my new friends. Though they are actually my friends from elementary school....yeeeeah. Dunno how they are my new friends.

School

School...I recently got all A's and B+'s so I am happy about that. Though I think I could have done better. I think that my goal will be to get all A's next quarter. I will faint from joy if I do.

I should really pick up my pace!

Boys.

They are such a pain. And confusing. Hope things will get better soon.

Some freaky things going on.

There's this person on MySpace who is being really stalkerish. It's really freaking me out and they are scary. I don't know what I am gonna do and I really hope that it all ends soon. If it doesn't, I think that I am gonna cry. Not to be a whiny baby, just really scared.


I think that's it. Hope I update this soon.

School

  • Sep. 9th, 2006 at 7:18 PM

School started again for me four days ago. The teachers seem nice, but who knows? The days go by quick, yet, I bet it won't be for long.

Anyway, I went shopping today!! ^^ I bought one necklace, three pairs of earrings, one red and black striped belly shirt, and this really adorable dress! It's so cute!! Oh, and I bought my mommy her birthday present. ^^

And my birthday is A MONTH AND 4 DAYS AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes!!!! I think I'm just gonna have a small sleepover with my closest friends. ^^

Who Am I? I am ME!

  • Sep. 9th, 2006 at 1:53 PM

Maybe I should describe a bit about myself. Cause I'm bored. Really bored. So yeah. Whatever.

Anyway, I'm energetic!...sometimes...



I'm romantic!



I have the best friends in the world!



I'm sweet!...I guess...



I'm so beautiful roses have to suround my face!!



Okay, so this thing was just a picture entry...I'm really not any of this stuff, this was just an excuse to show pictures on here...lol.

Hey!!

  • Aug. 9th, 2006 at 9:47 AM



I just found out that I can insert pics!!! That is so cool!! lol

Anyway, I'm so tired!! Yesterday, I fell asleep at 5:50 PM and today I woke up at 6:00 AM today!! O.o That's 12 hours and 30 minutes!! But at least I'm waking up in the morning.

Go check out my stories on Fictionpress!! I am review hungry lately, and I would love it if people reviewed!!

~Sai

Aug. 2nd, 2006

  • 12:17 AM

I've been updating a lot, haven't I? Well, it's mostly because I'm bored. -_- Ugh, I just took a shower and now my ears are clogged up with water. T-T

But anyway, all summer long, all I've been doing is having sleepovers, going on the internet, reading, dancing, and watching TV. How boring is that? BUT i'm going to New York on the 19th, AND my mom said that she'll buy me a buy of stuff, so I'm happy. And yes, I am spoiled. ^^

Hi

  • Jul. 31st, 2006 at 3:07 AM
Miroku
Nothing much to say, except that my sleeping schedule is totally wack, and there is gonna be hell to pay when I go back to school.

School! Ugh. Even the word brings pain to my head. >< Only a month left of summer break, and after that comes 8th grade, harder tests, cranky teachers, and a whole new language. I just hope I get the electives I want. And that I remember my locker combination. Lately, I keep on having these wierd dreams that I keep forgetting what my locker combination is. It gets confusing.

Lately I've been hooked on the anime, Ouran High School Host Club. Cute anime. Except I do not like the fact that there is yaoi, even though it is fake, in it. Not a yaoi liking kind of girl. Not that I have anything against it (Except when they pair up my most favorite characters with gay people in fanfiction), but I don't read it.

OMG

  • Jul. 27th, 2006 at 2:53 AM
Haruhi
I just read my other entries. I sound REALLY boy crazy. Dear God help me.

Hi

  • Jul. 25th, 2006 at 12:32 AM
Kero and Suppie
Wow, it's been a while, hasn't it? ^^

Anyway, lots more to talk about. The boy I liked, I don't like anymore. I think he's a complete good for nothing piece of crap. Yeah...

And then I used to like this other guy that was REALLY tall (in my opinion) and hot before he cut his hair, and yeah. I don't like him anymore, even though I was squealing over him like crazy.

But I DO like this guy, who is a bit taller than me, has brown, GORGEOUS, heart melting hair, and brown eyes. Darn, I'm blushing just thinking about him!! >< But he's going to high school this year, and I'm still staying in middle school. -_-

I have recently accquired an obsessive interest in celebrites...HOT celebrites. ^^ Jesse Mccartney, Tom Felton, Zac Efron, etc. ^^

On to more sane topics, school's out, A+ on math project (Can you believe it? A math PROJECT?), sleepovers every week, etc.

Not so busy life for me. Though I think I am going to New York on the 19th...^^ Can't wait for friend's party.

That's about it. Hope to write more soon! ^^

Eek!

  • Mar. 15th, 2006 at 7:19 PM

Guess what??

Actually, there is nothing to guess...

Oh! I went to my very first sleepover at somebody's house!!

It was so fun!!! ^^

And then we decided to have like, three PARTIES!!!! 

Did you know that I LOVED parties?!?!?!

And Guess what???

BOYS are gonna be invited!!! 

INCLUDING the BOY I LIKE!!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!

I just hope that they do come...and notice me!! ^^

We are inviting all the popular people too~!!

IT's gonna be SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mar. 11th, 2006

  • 12:56 AM

And yes, the people in the last two entries are the same person. That is the boy I like...*bawls* I don't wanna like him...

But I get nervous whenever I see him or talk to him...

Why, why me...?

Mar. 11th, 2006

  • 12:49 AM
Ha Ha

Guess what?

-_-

I like somebody now.

-_-

Who is really an arrogant jerk.

-_-

Who is popular.

-_-

Who had very many girlfriends.

-_-

And the person I had to like in the play.

THIS SUCKS!!!

But I go red whenever I see him...

And I always want to impress him...

And I daydream that he asks me out...

-_-

Yeah, I do have a crush. Great...

WHY?!?!?! WHY ME?!

He's kinda hot...

Hiya!

  • Mar. 8th, 2006 at 7:32 PM
Ha Ha
Eek! So sorry for not updating this lately!! I'm really lazy, you know...^^;;;

Whatever.

Anyway, guess what?!?!?!

I GOT INTO MY SCHOOL PLAY!!!!

...except the really bad thing is...I have to like this arrogant, perverted, good for nothing, piece of shit. Who is really, really popular and thinks he's God's gift to women.

NO!!!!!! WHY?!?!?!?!?! WHY ME?!?! T-T

I wanna die...

*bawls*

You might me wondering why I am so freaked out over this. Well, He and me, well, we are from a completely different social status, as much as I hate to admit. I am from the neutral part, while he is from the high popular part. It's not like we are ever going to talk after this anyway.

...except, it seems that every time I go on stage with him...I seem to blush...

XP

I mean, I don't even like him of anything! He is nothing short of  an attention seeking brat. But, why do I blush?

Do I really like him? No, I do not think so.

Then why?

*sigh* I am now going away to ponder that information.

O.o

  • Jan. 27th, 2006 at 9:34 PM

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Emotional Stability ||||||||| 26%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Liveliness |||||| 14%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 30%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Abstractness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Introversion ||||||||||||||| 42%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Independence |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Tension |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)
personality tests by similarminds.com


SO TRUE!!! Well, mostly anyway...